Phoenix Reborn Release Day

Release Day is FINALLY here. Phoenix Reborn by Eden Glenn. Published by Rebel Ink Press. Cover by Carl Franklin

Teaser Book Trailer Here

Amazon

All Romance E Books

Barnes and Noble

Take a look at one of my favorite stories. Phoenix Reborn.

Blurb:

Phoenix shifter Phyro Khant, and her dragon bodyguard, Tameron Murphy, are two loners bonded together for love and safety. But their never-ending need to evade the dark witches that hunt Phyro for her Phoenix tears, blood and more, have worn them down and flat lined their relationship.

When Tam purchases Phyro an amethyst pendant from Salynne’s Crystals and Thyme, her efforts to imbue the stone with protective power backfires and grabs them with a spell previously coded into the stone. The magic ignites an inferno of passion the two lovers can’t seem to quench with any amount of sex.

Will their explosive passion be enough to teach them how accept the help they need from outsiders or will the witches win their final bid for power and take control of the phoenix magic?

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Phoenix Reborn – Book Trailer Reveal

Phoenix Reborn will be available from all fine ebook vendors as of September 17, 2013. Published by Rebel Ink Press with another fine cover from graphic artist Carl Franklin. The book trailer teaser is available here.

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Blurb:

Phoenix shifter, Phyro Khant, and her dragon bodyguard, Tameron Murphy, are two loners that bonded together for love and safety. But their never-ending need to evade the dark witches that hunt Phyro for her Phoenix tears, blood and more, has worn them down and flat lined their relationship.

When Tam purchases Phyro an amethyst pendant from Salynne’s Crystals and Thyme, her efforts to imbue the stone with protective power backfires and grabs them with a spell previously coded into the stone. The magic ignites an inferno of passion the two lovers can’t seem to quench with any amount of sex.

Will their explosive passion be enough to teach them how to trust in time to accept the help they need from outsiders or will the witches win their final bid for power and control of the phoenix magic?

 

 

Ten Steps to Building an Extra Large Doggie Door for the Disreputable Dog Who Should Be In Japan

Yes, true love is building a doggie door together. You see…I have this dog who should be in Japan. But that is a whole nuther story. Suffice it to say I have this dog for two more years until his shared custody parents return from their Marine Corp assignment in Japan. This isn’t an ordinary dog, oh no. His is a disreputable dog of well into 87 pounds of brawny rough and tough, snoring… farting dog. He moans, he snores. he farts, scratches and rattles his tags, awake or in his sleep… at the foot of my bed. Did I mention he licks? Slurp Slurp Slurp, Lick, Lick, Lick, and mixtures of the disgusting noise.

Moving to the mountain house in NC we have a lovely chain link fenced back yard. Wouldn’t it be wonderful if the disreputable dog could take himself out as he pleases? (said Dog below at the local doggie park)

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The Lady Librarian and I set out on the adventure of building the Black Mammoth, i.e. Disreputable Dog,  his own access to the back yard.

Step One Find power tools that drill and cut and screw. Not so easy to do when your garage is as yet unpacked and looks like the set of “Tool Man” blew up in there.

Step Two Decide which door you don’t mind having a huge hole in. We had only one choice. The back door from the mud room to the back yard.

Step Three. Purchase doggie door kit.

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Step Four Take the door off it’s hinges and place it somewhere you can drill and cut. They give you a wonderful guide to mark out the perimeters of the whole you will have to cut in your door.

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Step Five Cut out guide and trace it onto the door. Once this is drawn onto your door you will have to drill a hole in each corner, inside of your guideline, Step Six.

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This hole will serve as an access point for your jig saw blade to cut along the line you have drawn and make that Xtra large hole in the bottom of your door. And cut you must. There is no avoiding it.

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If you dog is going to exit your home without assistance there must be a hole. The lines don’t have to be cut perfectly perfectly straight but cut you must. Step Seven, Yes Cut the hole.

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There aren’t many people that would do this for a dog that is only going to be with them for a couple years until he returns to his first family once they’re back in country and smile about it. I think she loves the little (er whoppin huge) beastie as much as I do.

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Step Eight. There is a kit to frame the doggie door in the box. You have to drill holes through the wood where these  anchors will go. Then insert the plastic anchors through the frame front through the wooden door and through the frame back and tighten the little plastic nuts on them to hold the whole thing together. These strip easily with power tool interaction and you have to hold the little nuts with pliers so the plastic bolt can engage.
Step Nine put the door back on the hinges. A pin drops through the connecting hinge joints,

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 both top and bottom.

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Step Ten. Leash the dog and with one person outside and one person inside bring him back and forth through the plastic flap barrier as you call him. Give him a treat for successful entry and exit.

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Enjoy the freedom of the Disreputable Dog being able to take himself out when nature … or sunshine calls.

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Step Eleven Side Benefits.

Now a couple things have occurred that we wern’t expecting. The cat uses the doggie door more than the doggie does. She has enjoyed taking a walk on the wild side in the back yard.

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And we aren’t totally sure she doesn’t bring company home with her on occasion when we are away. I mean she is spayed but…we think she is secretly a party animal.

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Fall Refreshment – Basil Iced Tea

Oh the Joys of Basil. Basil is a leafy herb and is a member of the Mint Family. Did you know that? It is said to have a licorice/clove flavor. I hadn’t thought of that. I don’t really like licorice so don’t let that turn you off. The mixture of flavors is wonderful. In Taiwan they use basil leaves to thicken soups. 

Tea of 100% Basil leaves is said to help level out your blood sugar, and calm stomach ailments. Here is a neat website with 10 ways to use Basil. 

I’m not sure I’m up for a pure Basil tea but I discovered a cool way to add that touch of basil flavor to your regular iced tea. 

Enjoy!

Basil Iced Tea

Step 1 Make Basil Syrup

Take 2 – 3 Cups Basil leaves (fresh)

¾ C water

Boil water and pour it over the leaves. Let steep 10 minutes (the longer the better till water cools if you can wait that long). Remove leaves.

Add 1 cup sugar ( OR  ½ C Stevia and ½ C Sugar OR 1 C Stevia)

Bring to rolling boil stirring constantly and boil for 15 minutes

Set aside to cool You should end up with about ½ cup of syrup (maybe a little more)

 

Step 2

Make your iced tea flavor of choice but plain is best

You can do a second steep of the basil leaves to extract all the good flavor and use this with water to make the iced tea.

Step 3

Sweeten the iced tea with the basil syrup you’ve made above

 

OPTION 1

Make lemonade and freeze it into cubes in an iced tray. Use a couple/few of the lemonade cubes with regular ice in your tea

OPTION 2

Mix the iced tea with plain seltzer water. (75/25 or 50/50 depending on how much carbonation you like)

With or without the lemonade cubes

 

It sounds weird right? But it tastes wonderful. Especially at dinner with Italian type foods. Image

National Read A Romance Novel Month

#nationalreadaromancenovelmonth

“Trashy Romance Novels” You’ve heard it a thousand times. My connotations of the genre was negative. There was a period of time when all my mother did was watch soap operas and cry. Another phase when all she did was read short bubble gum romance books. She was the Queen of harlequin The-Billionaire-Sheik’s-My-Baby-Daddy-Of-Love.  At least she didn’t cry. So it’s not surprising that I didn’t pick up a romance novel until I was fighting cancer and looking for my own escape.

Here’s what I found.

Against all odds there was always a happy ending.

Heroines were kick ass empowered women.

Men were MEN. None of this pandered down emasculated male sitch-com version of men.

There were wonderful plots and stories.

I found Characters that I could relate to and care about.

Fantastic vivid worlds that I wanted to be real so I could go there and visit.

There were a wide variety of sub-genre’s. Western, Mystery, Suspense, Paranormal, Fantasy, Sci Fi.

I’d loved all these genre’s in the past and often wished they’d had more couple interaction. Zane Grey, Ann McCaffrey, Dick Frances were some of my favorite authors. They had a blend of romance in their stories.

Who ever said “You can’t have your cake and eat it to” was wrong. I mean seriously who wants cake if you can’t eat it?

Even in the middle of a recession readers find the $5 bucks to purchase a romance novel. Or they dive into the pool of free Ebooks available. They want escape and they want a happy ending. They want hope. “The Recession and It’s Effect On The Romance Genre” a research paper byJ DiVisconte – ‎2009 lends an insightful perspective on this.

Romance book sales in 2013 thus far are in the range of $1,350 BILLION DOLLARS.

So, go get a cup of Chai Tea, curl up in your favorite chair and READ!

Perhaps you’d like to check out a short novella by Eden Glenn. LOL I highly recommend it.

Phoenix Reborn Release Date Set — September 17, 2013

“Phoenix Reborn” To Be Released September 17th, 2013

Publisher: Rebel Ink Press

Novellette Length: 15,000 wds

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Draft Blurb:

The daily grind of protecting Phyro from the dark witches that hunt her for Phoenix tears, blood and more, has almost flat lined the romance between dragon shifter/ body guard, Tameron Murphy and Phyro Khant. Tam purchases an amethyst pendant from Salynne’s Crystals and Thyme to enchant as a protective amulet for Phyro.

When an effort to imbue the stone with protective power backfires and grabs them with a spell previously coded into the stone. The magic ignites an inferno of passion the two lovers can’t seem to quench no matter how much sex they have.

The witches manipulate the lovers against each other in a final bid for power and control of the phoenix magic. The two find allies in their battle against their ancient foe and hope for the future they’ve longed to claim.

 

Dragon’s Unbound Promo

Dragon’s Unbound is an erotic M/M paranormal romance featuring dragon shape shifters. Rhys and Haydn made their first appearance toward then end of Dar’kind Promises a erotic F/F paranormal romance. Pieces of their story came together before I wrote Dar’kind Promises. I felt the need to go back and tell their story. So I took the pieces I had and went to work with a few more ‘what ifs’ to get the answers I needed to bring their story out. There are places to laugh, perhaps a tear or two and hopefully in the end the reminder that unconditional love exists and their is healing if you let go and work for it.

Today I share their cover and an excerpt.  Enjoy

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Dragon’s Unbound

written by Eden Glenn

Cover Carl Franklin

Publisher Rebel Ink Press

http://www.rebelinkpress.com

Find it at Amazon hot link HERE  $2.99

Chapter One

 

Haydn concentrated on the steps to make the poultice for the healer. Prepare the white bread by tearing it into small pieces then warm the milk to douse the chunks and create a pasty mixture to treat the wounded dragon. At least he could do this job for the healer.

Isobeau rescued Haydn from hell and he would do anything she asked of him, even if it was only tearing countless loaves of bread into little pieces. His dragon symbiont had not emerged at puberty like his peers. Deemed a recessive, he was cast off and given to the Telihedran as a pleasure slave. Their draconic natures were ruthless. They’d used Haydn without compassion yet he survived the horror.

Helping others consumed his weeks with her. First, the rescue of the Dar’kind Fairy Maura and her tracker mate, Zelia, and now a very large indigo dragon shifter fighting for life in the ballroom of the old Victorian home. The healer helped all beings, not turning anyone away. For that alone she gained his loyalty without reservation. A loyalty events forced him to contemplate transferring to the new Dragon Guardian.

The Healer sent him on this task probably knowing he would be more comfortable in the confines of the kitchen. He hadn’t had the time to tell her what had happened. All the activity of the others preparing for the healing took up her time. That and the secret he hid gave him the sharp edge of panic, making it hard to breath. He kept the kitchen lights dim and focused on his chore, searching for calm balance.

He wiped his forehead with the back of his arm. He wasn’t sure what had turned his thoughts to remembering the past. The secrets he tried so hard to bury were surfacing, threatening to wreck everything. Isobeau kept his experiences before coming to the watchers in confidence. Perhaps the memories surfaced because the events of the afternoon left him with yet another secret to guard. He pulled his sleeve back down to hide the mark over his wrist.

Cathwren, the Guardian, was a human and not even reared among dragon kind. He found it hard to believe the small woman with the flaming hair stood as Dragon Guardian for this generation of their entire race. Her heritage would make her open-minded. Maybe there was a chance for others like himself. The fulfillment of prophecy transpired right before his very eyes.

Recently, his sexual desire had awakened. Now lust coursed through him leaving him achy and heavy, demanding relief. The few times he’d pleasured himself only made his need more poignant. He longed for a committed relationship, someone to be his, to love and take care of, a safe harbor. His longing had no outlet. Well, not one he would allow. Rhys deserved so much more than Haydn could offer. His interest in the man was yet another secret to hide.

The kitchen door burst open. Haydn jumped, instinctively grasping a knife for defense. Rhys stood in the doorway. The very man his wayward thoughts always drifted toward with imagined possibility of meaningful intimacy with crouched in the doorway, his hands spread in a calming gesture.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to startle you.” There’s no danger. I pushed too hard.” He turned to examine the door. “I keep meaning to plane this where the wood swells and catches.”

Often Rhys didn’t know his own strength. He was the one Watcher who didn’t give Haydn pity, only calm compassion, acceptance, and friendship. Haydn allowed the man’s projected psy energy to wash through him, restoring his calm. He put the knife down and crossed the room, moving carefully. “The healer needs this glop quickly. It’s time.”

“I have the bread cut and the milk is almost hot enough.”

Rhys moved in so close the sandalwood scent of the soap he used flooded Haydn’s senses. The man’s hair glinted black in the low light of the evening kitchen. Haydn could see the soft wisps at the V-neck of Rhys button-down shirt. Did the hair trail down the Watcher’s chest in a light dusting or did it cover him like a furry pelt? Haydn shivered. Great Goddess, help me control my thoughts.

“That’s not necessary.” Rhys lips formed one of his infrequent smiles. A smile transformed his guarded features into the handsome masculine Adonis.

“What?” Haydn struggled to think, what wasn’t necessary. He had the bread. The milk was almost ready.

“The Goddess needn’t control your thoughts, you have that power. You’re free to think and do what pleases you now. You’re welcome to wonder what my chest looks like. I’m not offended.”

Haydn’s body trembled as conflicting emotions assailed him. How could this man perceive his thoughts so easily? It was a talent usually reserved for mated couples. The feelers of inviting warmth from Rhys tickled at his awareness.

The man’s eyes were concerned. “I won’t force you. I just wanted you to know I’m here. I could be that someone for you.”

Fighting to shield his thoughts, Haydn hurried to the stove to get the warm milk, visions of their bodies entwined together making love to each other, beautiful and sharing, until they were both spent and exhausted, clouding his mind. Ugly, painful thoughts from his past intruded. He was worthless and shamed. Dear Goddess, no. He fought to breathe and push the thoughts back behind the doors of his mind. This was dangerous. Rhys could perceive his thoughts so easily.

“No. I… No.” He rejected Rhys’ offer and grabbed the pan, bringing it to pour over the bread. With all the traps in his psyche, he couldn’t bring himself to engage in meaningless, gratification-based relationships and quick, casual, nameless, sex.

Their race had never established sexual boundaries. They accepted physical desires as any other need; to eat, to scratch an itch. Sexual acts between either gender were widely practiced and weren’t limited to the constraints of human morals. However, permanent, same gender parings were unacceptable and considered an abomination.

What would it be like to have sex with tenderness? Hadyn didn’t want anonymous sex. He wanted a partner to build a healthy life with. He wanted someone who would accept him in spite of the damage to his soul. How could he say I don’t need someone, I need you? Yet, he’d just turned down the only man who didn’t treat him like a leper.

Out of the corner of his vision, he saw Rhys smile.

Rhys reached for the bowl of bread at the same time Haydn poured the hot milk over the bread cubes. Scalded milk sloshed across Rhys’ hand, searing the skin to an immediate parboiled red.

“Crap! I’m sorry.” Haydn pulled the man toward the sink where he turned on the water, dropping the empty pan with a clatter in the bottom of the stainless steel basin.

Haydn shoved Rhys’ hand under the cold water to ease the burn. The musky, sharp scent of Rhys’ male essence blanketed Haydn. In his urgency to get Rhys’ arm to the cold water, Haydn pulled the man around him. Haydn froze. It was all too intimate. Too close. Aw hell, it was also too comfortable. Rhys clasped the edge of the sink with his free hand, bracketing Haydn in his embrace.

“You’re not trapped. This is where you want to be.” Rhys’ voice caressed Haydn like a lovers touch, deep and soothing.

Lady of light, yes, the man was right. He wanted the closeness with Rhys more than he’d ever wanted anything in his life. He wanted to feel Rhys’ hard body wrapped around him. The need to have Rhys’ cock fill him became unbearable. Haydn wanted that and so much more, he couldn’t find words to describe it. The evidence of Rhys’ own need pressed against Haydn’s hip, thick and erect.

Rhys leaned his head down and whispered seductively in Haydn’s ear. “That’s yours when you’re ready to come for me.”

Haydn shivered at the double meaning. Rhy’s hot breath caressed his neck as the man paused to inhale, deeply drawing in Haydn’s scent.

“And what I have for you… I promise it won’t be quick. It won’t be casual. And it won’t be nameless.”

 

Summer Lovin Blog Hop – Rebel Ink Press Turns Three

My Lovely Publisher Rebel Ink Press is celebrating a Third Year anniversary with this Summer Lovin Blog Hop. Take a moment to visit my fellow Rebel Ink Press Authors. As I have below, they will be sharing some thoughts or excerpts on Summer Lovin. SummerLovin_Button (1) Yes there is swag. Register for the great prizes. Rebel Ink Press is offering a Kindle Paperwhite and there are author swag bags. Enter HERE:  Rafflecopter. and be sure to visit Rebel Ink Press website for news and upcoming events. You can register for their newsletter via an app on my webpage here as well.

 

DH Black  Al Lohn  Jennifer Wilck
Cassandre Dayne Blair McDowell Alex Jones
Winfield H Strock III  JL Oiler Britni Hill
Bethany Cross  KD Ferguson Erica Bayne
BL Morticia E Jaime  Nora Snowdon
Jane Wakely  BethAnn Buehler Anna Kristell
Kate Roth Wendy Smith Lee Ann Sontheimer Murphy
Donna Steele  Suzzana C Ryan   Lori J Gordon
Sara Bella Melissa Keir HL Wampler
Juliette Springs Lila Munro DR Slaten
Vivian Proud Nancy LaPonzina Joanne C Berroa
     

 

 

 

Summer Lovin The movie “Dirty Dancing” is one of my all time favorite coming of age movies. I love “baby’s” journey into womanhood. With the theme of our blog hop Summer Lovin, I tried to think back to remember one of those summer loving moments in my past. Names are changed to protect the guilty. LOL.  I spent a couple of summers with relatives who lived on a small key off one of the islands of the bay in the Caribbean.  One of those teenage summers the community organized a festival to commemorate the landing of some famous explorer. We were on a boat sailing around the island to re-enact the landing of this FAMOUS explorer. The object of my summer crush was an ‘older’ man. Okay maybe he was twenty. Tanned brown from working in the sun. Hair streaked, sun kissed blond highlighted the brown shaggy strands. His eyes were the most memorable feature. They sparkled when he talked. Oh, His eyes were a tawny golden color like a lion. We had one glorious afternoon kissing in the rain. I don’t know what happened to him. So many years  have passed. I wonder what kind of life he ended up having. He remains my golden eyed pirate, a fantasy of my past. Share your favorite Summer Lovin story.

Cover Reveal – “Phoenix Reborn”

Phoenix Reborn is due to release later this fall in September/October time zone. I had to share this beautiful cover by Carl Franklin at Rebel Ink Press.

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Draft Blurb

The daily grind of protecting Phyro from the dark witches that hunt her for Phoenix tears, blood and more, has almost flat lined the romance between dragon shifter/ body guard, Tameron Murphy and Phyro Khant. Tam purchases an amethyst pendant from Salynne’s Crystals and Thyme to enchant as a protective amulet for Phyro.

When an effort to imbue the stone with protective power backfires and grabs them with a spell previously coded into the stone. The magic ignites an inferno of passion the two lovers can’t seem to quench no matter how much sex they have.

 

Phoenix Reborn

Eden Glenn

 

The Phoenix flies far above on powerful wings wide as a condor. Its forward facing predatory eyes sharp, shrewd, always scanning the world from its lofty haven, searching for purpose to fulfill, compassion and healing its guiding mission. Plumage colored in orange red, yellows and blue accented with living tongues of flame swirling along the feathered edges as it moved. Its existence of living in the moment exemplifies true freedom. Yet its regal bearing embraces gratitude for the simplistic graciousness of life. The word resplendent was man’s first inadequate attempt to describe the bird’s ethereal beauty. The uninitiated might say ‘look what an oddly colored peacock’, until faced with the birds wise gaze which turned those thoughts inward and revealed its true magic. A man having seen the magnificent animal close enough to touch, bound his eyes closed, tears remained on his cheeks, because he surely knew he would never see another sight more exquisite. The Phoenix shifted to her womanly form kissed away the tear but could not coax him from his self-imposed blindness.

Author Spotlight Welcomes Juliette Springs

It is my pleasure today to welcome Juliette Springs a fellow Rebel Ink Press Author. Juliette Springs is the alter ego of a thirty plus, mother of three. Juliette loves the paranormal (especially vamps) and is enthralled with the Vampire Diaries, Harry Potter, Twilight and True Blood.
She is a paranormal romance author and debut novel Sarim’s Scent was released with Soulmate Publishing. Her novella The Karma Chronicles~Vanessa’s Story (an ARe Top Seller) is available now.

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The Karma Chronicles~ Vanessa’s Story

Devastated after an emotional break-up, Vanessa decides to finish her fall semester and leave Bear Creek University and the town of Bear Creek forever, certain starting over in a new place will soothe her wounded heart.  Her plans are derailed when her ex-lover returns wanting another chance.  Despite the chemistry between them and their sensual history, should she risk her heart again for a man who told her she wasn’t good enough for him or his tribe?

Bowing to tribal pressure, Sean Yonah was forced to hurt his best friend and lover, the one woman he couldn’t get enough of. Now the Spirits say she may be his “other.” Sean knows what he did was deplorable, but if he doesn’t convince Vanessa to forgive him, he’ll lose a lot more than the love of his life.

Available at www.amazon.com

www.bookstrand.com

http://www.allromanceebooks.com/

www.barnesandnoble.com

Juliette was gracious enough to play a little question and answer with me. I enjoyed learning a little more about her and hope you will too.

1. Who is your favorite character in this book and why? 

I love Vanessa because she is strong enough to forgive Sean and allows love to heal her.
 
2. What inspires you for your stories?
The chance to explore the different aspects/kinds of love and relationships.
3. Tell us something no one else knows about you.
I listen to NPR
4. What genre classification would you put on your book and what would you consider the heat level of the romance?  It’s a combination of inter-racial, new adult and paranormal romance. The heat level is sensual.
5. When did you start writing and what kicked off your passion to be an author?
I’ve been writing things all of my life (poetry, articles, essays and stories). I decided to pursue it seriously about three years ago. There was a void in my life and when I wrote it was filled.
Juliette Springs, The darker side of romance
Follow me on Twitter @JulietteSprings
VanessasStory_Cover  Karma Chronicles – Excerpt

“I don’t want you anymore.”

Startled, Vanessa caught the glass of iced tea before it fell out of her hand and hit the table. Vanessa couldn’t believe he was doing this now, on their date night, in the middle of Thursday’s, in front of everyone. Taking a deep breath, reaching for strength from an unfamiliar place, she looked up into the brown eyes and watched the mouth that had brought her so much pleasure repeat the words.

“We can’t be together.”

Licking her lips, she began to say something, anything that would help make sense of the craziness spewing from Sean’s lips. The word why was forming on hers when he held his hand up, stopping Vanessa before she could speak.

“It’s been fun while it lasted, but I need to be with my own kind.”

His cold words stabbed my withered heart. His own kind. So she was freaking subpar because she wasn’t Native American?

“There’s no need to drag this out, Vanessa,” Sean continued dropping more ice missiles on her heart. “I just can’t do this with you anymore. I shouldn’t have let it go on this long.”

Before she could lift her hand to slap the sense back into him, he got up and left. Sick with embarrassment and humiliation, Vanessa glanced around to see if anyone else had witnessed her complete and utter humiliation. Her eyes met one of the waitresses, snickering as she walked by. A couple of guys turned their heads at the booth where she was sitting and quickly turned around when her eyes met theirs. The waitress placed the food down and left as quickly as she had come.

Taking a deep breath, Vanessa swallowed forcing back tears. She wouldn’t break down in front of these people. With shaking hands, she placed some bills on the table and stood up. Throwing her hood over her head, she turned and walked blindly toward the restaurant entrance.

Once outside, the enormity of the situation hit Vanessa. She’d just been dumped because she was Black.

Walking aimlessly through the parking lot, Vanessa trusted her feet to carry her to the safety of her car. She didn’t feel the icy raindrops hitting her face. She didn’t feel the way hot tears mingled with their cold wetness, forming a warm path on her face. She just felt empty.

Tears began to blur her vision and she walked straight into a cold solid object. Using a still shaky hand to wipe her eyes, she regained her balance and stared at her blue Honda civic. With trembling hands, Vanessa reached into her pocket and pulled her car keys out of her tight jeans meant to impress and attempted to stick them into the lock. Unsuccessful, she watched as they hit the wet ground.

In a trance she bent, picked up the keys and unlocked the car door. Numbly she got in and started the car then drove home in a daze.

Walking into her apartment, she closed the door and turned to face the picture of her and Sean laughing in love, smiling at the camera. A loud sob broke the silence as Vanessa leaned back against the door and slid to the floor as fresh hot tears she could no longer hold poured from her eyes.

Minutes or hours later she opened my eyes. She was still sitting on the floor. Vanessa’s head felt like it had been slammed against the door repeatedly. Gingerly she touched her tender, puffy eyes and felt the stickiness of old tears her face. Taking a deep breath, her eyes filled again. As they streamed Vanessa began planning a future, a future without Sean and definitely away from Bear Creek.